No matter how little and far away it seems...

The Love Bats are driving me crazy

They are never quiet, not for a minute.  Even when they sleep, which is only when they should be doing something else, they make strange noises and grunts.  They break furniture and slop food everywhere.  They have the "Myde Ass Touch" everything they touch turns to shit.  It is time.  Really time. They lie cheat and steal.  My car is on E and they drove 154 miles when they should have only drove 30 --but somehow they think they have an argument or something.  Car is making funny noises now--kind of like they do.  It's loaded down with shit that I will have to get rid of---and I will---straight to the curb.  

Hot Cup of Sweet and Creamy Java

Coffee
Gotta' have my sweet and blonde java.

Right Quick-Write Quickly

I guess there is something to be said for paper and pen. For one you don't have to wait forever on the page to load. Signing in and the editor to quit spinning can be another wait. By then you forget whatever it was you were going to write in the first place and you end up writing something like this.

Right Quick.....Write Quickly...Just right...Just write quickly....Write right...

If I could write worth a damn, I'd most definitely be a writer. It is for certain that I would be. What I am and always was is a person who writes. A lot, at times. Not at all when perhaps I should have.

Blogger sure took a turn for the worse.  I can't believe all the little quirks in it now.  

Ah well, such is life, especially my own.  

I haven't been out today and am unable to focus at all what so ever.  The demands demons have returned again. They may bribe me with smokes.  I may pretend not to know what the hell they were up to all day.  I'm truly disgusted with all of it.  

They are users and users are selfish.  I'm running out of things to use. Quickly due to them, I might add.  Perhaps I will liquidate and do that traveling I've been dreaming about.  Me and my car, selling sea shells by the sea shore.  Just like Sally.  I knew a Sally once.  She spoke of her fondness for me....to me.  And contempt for me to all else who would listen...and of course, report back to me.  She was a fun chapter in my life.  I remember a time I would give her spending money and she would ask for me not to tell her mean ol' man about her cash or he would take it.  One day, he basically told me of how shitty I was to use poor Sally and not ever give her a dime. Wow.  I do believe I said something like, "I guess I was being thoughtless"  and off I roamed, far far away from Sally and those like her.  To this day when I meet a Sally, and thank google I recognize her, I smile.  I smile a big brilliant thoughtful smile, and off I roam.  Right quick. 

I'm going to do the listia thing and close the door to my office, perhaps bast some music of some kind.  

Stay tuned.  

and Write Quickly 

Blogger withdrawals ---Where was I? :-D

I didn't realize how badly I needed my blog until it was down for more than 16 hours that I know of.  Probably longer but I slept since then.  

I absolutely love and trust My likes dot com

They offer brands and companies that you can actually promote and be proud of.  I don't like to spam my friends.  I can choose things that would actually be of interest to them.  And get paid a few cents for doing so.  They actually pay you too.  A lot of places you have to use it or lose it--it takes for ever to get enough points to even get a buck--and then you have to request a payout, wait forever and then they take some out of it.  Not with mylikes, they actually send it to you each week.  It's yours, it's actual money and they pay it period.  I like that!  Also it doesn't install apps that slow you down and auto post and spy.  You chose the ads PLUS you can search out your interests and find actual products etc that interest you.  

You won't get rich with them unless you win something (which I haven't tried to) but you figure you use coupons so why not make a couple bucks?  I can buy the baby milk if I want.  

Another thing I'm excited about and was going to post about when blogger was down is I want to try oil sticks!

I watched the following video:

and fell in LOVE!!!

I totally need these :-D 

Tuesday Booze Day

Spring is in the air and the neighbors are all out in the road, driveway and front yards, getting drunk.  Such festive folks.  I went out and picked up some of the trash that blew over here.  Homing pigeon had something to do with it.  Thumper is brainshot.

I got my tea box, ACEO, and Teacher's gift almost done.

I got out of the house and went to QT where I put 10 in gas in.  I can deal with half a tank, it's the on E and out of oil stuff I can't.  That is how I found my car, again.  Also the signal light cover got messed with and there were  muddy finger print swirls all over it.  

Perhaps I'll be able to speed up my production time on my projects if only .....

I'll write later...another distraction surfaced ;-) 

Monday Monday

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Here come the garbage men.  I was starting to worry as they are late.  I hate when they come just as you're taking the bambinos to school.  Can't get by/block ya in the driveway.  They are coming from the other direction for some reason.  I hope they are able to lift the trash I put out.  I've had them reject the very stuff I carried out there saying it was too heavy --so now we'll see as they are right outside my window.  

I recruited some help yesterday cleaning my yard and driveway.  Plenty more to do and none of it was mine.  Just horrid junk thrown and dropped off by Homing Pigeon and Thumper.  It feels a little better out there now.  I had to blow up and begin working on it.  Homing helped and a friend.  Thumper had to be asked straight out specially and didn't even complete that.  If it's going to be this hard every time, then I will just throw it all out.  

Enough already. I shoveled up the last pile just now.  Hurt already today.  We have the front and the other side to do today.  New rule is you either make money on any given day or you work around here. Period. 

It's hot and stuffy in this house, now even worse.  Cool breeze outside with some humidity as though it will rain.  Hard to tell these dark mornings what it will do weather-wise.  

Mother's Day was spent throwing a fit and throwing out.  At least I can get my flowers going now.  

I like to plant/transplant on the first full moon in May.  

OOP, news flash, thumper gets his unenjoyment today so he is speaking of leaving his wife and 3 kids.  That hundred bucks sure makes him strong.  Every Monday like clock work--he is going to leave.  Sometimes he does but getting high is expensive and he returns, tired, broke and sick.  He then eats up everything in the house, makes a mess and refuses to lift a finger even with his children.  

I've had some bad men.  Ah, but at least they were men.  To some extent anyways.  I would be a widow if Thumper was my husband.  Truly. 

He is sulking with a Kindergartener needing to go to school and no gas in the car.  He is manipulating by making people wait for him to get dressed slowly.  He is whining and whatevering.  Hard to take or understand. 

He is now yawning,grunting and moaning while child is being dropped off running the risk of running out of gas.  He is selfish and that is why he will never have anything nor will he know peace. 

I shall return with a more productive tale to tell. 

Stay Tuned 

The sun isn't even up yet

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I got me some Winstons and things are looking up.  Amazing how the little things can make such a huge difference.  One may not smoke but guaranteed there is something that does it for you.  

It's Mother's day and my child came through for me.  Actually, my children.  A couple aren't even blood kin but they are my children just the same.  I appreciate them beyond belief.  

Monday is the day I'm off of vacation--not that it's been such a grand one.  It's back to the old operation make money.  I need an operation make time actually.  There is never enough of either one.

The topic of "real friends" came up a while ago.  I have to say my online friends are every bit real to me.  I've been offline for a spell and actually got missed.  I can't say as though I'm missed offline.  I can go to the same store day after day.  If I stop going I doubt anyone would even notice.  But let me not sign into facebook and it's noticed!  That is real enough for me.  I have got to meet people across the world online and in no way would I be able to do that offline.  I cherish my online friends and will defend my relationships till the end :-) I've even had to use google translate to carry on an hour long conversation a time or too. And I'm grateful to be able to do that.  

On Mother's Day, I'm going to round up a few more projects and perhaps snap a photo or two.  I love my kiddos and my grand angels.  I am so happy for so many things.  I am rich.  

I think it may be nap time.  

I ate everything in the house and I'm looking for more...I may even head to yours (jk)

I'm on day 3 without my own cigarettes, which means a rollmeup now and again.  Hardly counts.  I won't quit under these circumstances of course.  All one can do is sleep and eat.  Can't chew gum as you just sort of chomp down more air then you do from lack of nicotine to begin with (causes gas quittin' fyi) Can't do anything with any precision as your hand isn't quite steady to say the least.  Nothing really replaces it especially if you're not trying to quit.  I won't be bullied so whatever.  I tried the water thing where you guzzle water instead of smoke.  It's just weird.  No other way to put it lol.  Nothing like smoking especially for someone like me who gets drunk and bloated on water.  

I know I won't be as generous with my smokes when I get em.  I have learned from this experience for sure.  

Just think if I hadn't shared the last 50 cartons lol. I've learned that you don't save on quitting smoking, you only spend on other stuff.  That's it.  You always seem to justify crap because you "don't smoke" so pointless.  

Winston tastes Good, Like a cigarette should.

New Day

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I have to work on getting out there for some bloggable info.  Today, we took the baby for her check up and got the lil ones off to school.  Ty Ty and I have returned.  The sun is shining and  I'm already thinking of nap time.  I've got a sitting assignment for a few hours this evening so a nap may do me some good.  Wednesday is a good start day for everything but not if I'm exhausted.  

I was reading about people riding bicycles as transportation and it made me think.  I don't know too many people who I could imagine on a bike.  Or worse, I can imagine it and it's not good.  Weaving and splattering all over the road.  I used to ride my bike quite a bit (before it got stolen).  I rode it on quiet bike trails, on the side of neighborhood roads, side walks, parking lots and other slow casual slow moving areas.  I really wouldn't ride on a main drag myself.  I know most that do ride there really shouldn't.  Even certain bike trails are dangerous.  You have to cross busy roads and there is absolutely no slowing down where you cross.  None.  The cars just seem to want to hit you.  

I've seen bike lanes in other places but even they look scary.  

I heard about Robin Williams getting pulled over for the sidewalk deal.  I read all the comments from people agreeing about the no sidewalk rule.  HA, I guess you have to ride faster than I would.  I'm pretty sure the walkers would pass me.  

It has to do with how rude a person is.  I tend to yield the right of way and even forfeit my own for safety's sake, but a rude prick is a rude prick on wheels or not.  So there it is.  

lol I could see the headlines now if I grabbed my purse, got on my bike and said "Well, I'm off to work. See ya later."  If I seen 'em, it would probably be from a hospital bed.  

But that's just me, I suppose.  

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Sunday Not Funday

Another day another dollar spent.  Not a lot going on in my world today--Caught up on reading letters and mailing them out.  Still have a table full of papier-mache to contend with.  It's dark,cold and rainy today, just makes one feel like dancing.  

Joined mylot and people string=not sure about either one yet.  

So far I can truly say the mylot wizard is a pain in the ass lol But in fairness there is a skip button ;-) 

I don't really know what I'm doing--they may turn out to be those sites you sign up for then forget about. 

I have a job to go to tonight. It's a paid one (most of my jobs aren't ;-))

 I've got this "blankage" problem that I just can't seem to shake, but with the help of this blog and people like you (I just had to add that lol) I'm going to beat this.  It used to be I'd have to edit a trillion words out of things because my mind just raced constantly--now, my mind tries to spare itself from all.  It is on vacation due to stress.  Here's to bringing it out--reluctantly for sure.  

Stay Tuned.........